"Why can't I control myself? I feel guilty for this. All I want to do is hurt and kill people, but I'm not even mad at the moment. I don't like this feeling. There's always a high pitched voice in my head telling me to do crazy and horrible things. I think about this all night. It won't go away. I won't let these thoughts take over me because I'll take over it." Bellamy said to himself while looking at his mirror that glows around the glass on and off because the batteries are low. Bellamy starts to breathe harder and rubs his eyes until the white part of his eye balls turn pink with little shades of red. Suddenly a new sensational feeling comes bursting through him. "I want to kill, I want to hurt." The thoughts that worried Bellamy has reversed."This feels good..thinking about killing people is a nice. Especially when you have the advantage like I do. Interia..Right. I must. I want to.. Fucking Interia, She broke my heart..I'm going to forsure kill her.." The mirror then started to light up for a moment then finally shuts down completely. "I have all this power, why not use it for destruction? I'm tired of holding it in. I'm going to kill her, now."
Bellamy teleports in front of Interia's house. He stood there looking at her house smiling widely while tears came out. Oh no not tears of joy, but tears of sorrow and sadness. He wipes them off and then his eyes darken as his body transforms into Interia. Having every feature of the girl he starts laughing until he coughed multiple times. Now Bellamy teleports into Interia's house. "Hmm, who's going to die first." Bellamy said to his self. Bellamy grabs a knife and puts it in his pocket, then goes up to her parents room, silently. He closes the door slowly and then locks it. "Damn what the fuck do I do to keep Interia from hearing the noise they will make. Think..think.. think." Bellamy yelled to himself in his head. He starts smirking as he took out his ipod and plays a song really loud, waking up the parents. "What are you doing?" The mom said. "Turned that off!" The dad said. The dad walked over to Bellamy. Bellamy then teleported behind him, stabbing him repeatedly in the skull. After the dad fell, Bellamy downs the knife into his throat. The Mom is in shock screaming and crying. But the music was to loud so no one but Bellamy could here her, all that was to be heard was the beautiful song that was playing. He then goes to the Mom and pulls her from the corner to the closet."Haha, ooh no, is that a lighter I see here? You shouldn't smoke." Bellamy then grabs the lighter and starts burning her face in different areas while she screamed and tried fighting back. "Shut the fuck up!" Bellamy yelled as he started to stomp on her ankles multiple times while she was screaming so loudly and after that he took the lamp from the counter and smashed it against her skull He then grabs his ipod and heads off to Interia's room. After kicking the door to enter the room Bellamy threw the ipod that was still playing into the bed so she'd wake up. Her eyes opened and then she began to scream. "Who are you!?." Interia asked with fear. "Take a guess." Bellamy said while transferring back to his old self, smiling mischievously. "Why!?" Interia asked while crying. "You fucking broke my heart. I can't ever get over you and you just don't care. Well Now, I want you to die. I hate you so much." Bellamy shouted as he grabs her neck and picks her up only with the grip of her neck. His eyes turned white while she said sorry multiple times. Tears came out of Bellamy's eyes. Then he dropped Interia on her bed. He then teleports to the kitchen , then back to Interia's room with a knife. "I'm so sorry..please don't kill me.." Interia pleaded. "I won't kill you hun." Bellamy said while more tears fell from his eyes. He opens his mouth and puts his head up with his eyes widen, then shoves the knife down his throat. Interia runs to him hugging him while he drops to the ground. "No..No..I'm so sorry." Interia said repeatedly while crying.. And the song still went on while Interia cried on Dead Bellamy's chest. "You are a Cinema , a Hollywood treasure. Love you just the way you are , A cinema , a cinema, a cinema." [Lyrics coming from the ipod]
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
CE] Revnge
I found this interesting story here."Abdulmutallab is accused of trying to kill nearly 300 people by igniting explosives sewn into his underwear."
Abdulmutallab, a Nigerian man was blamed for attempting to blow up a bomb that was in his underwear aboard in the Us Airliner on Christmas Day 2009. He admits that he is guilty to this act of terrorism and other felonies. He was trying to do this because it would fulfill his religious duty by participating in the act of jihad against US. Abdulmutallab wanted to kill all these people to get even. To get revenge for the innocent Muslims that was killed in Yemen, Afghanistan and other places.
I understand where this man is getting at. If someone killed my family, I would want to go out and kill there family, without no hesitation, especially if they were innocent. Do you know how much pain all those people went to finding out there own people dying without no reason. That all was innocent. Yeah if some other religion killed people from my religion, I'd probably hate that religion who has killed people who has mine but I wouldn't go off and try to be equal and have innocent people die. I'd just try to kill the person , or people I know who did this. If I was him I wouldn't have done nothing. I would of just hate Americans for what they did to my people and not deal with anything. I only would kill them if I know for a fact they did it. But there's lots of them in this world we could only know if they did it if we were there. I really can't disagree that much with Abdulmutallab because I would feel the same way if some people killed my own people even when they're completely innocent.
RE] Breakfast, yumm EAT
I found this from Justin's blog.
Justin, I'm not trying to be your Mother or anything but you need to start eating your breakfast.
What do you mean you don't have time? If you don't have time then wake up earlier so you do have time. Ha ha, if you don't have time for breakfast, then you don't have time for complaining. From my experience everytime I don't eat breakfast I'm cranky and I always complain, "I'm hella hungry man. Fuck my head hurts like a bitch." Another thing that might happen is your stomach making noises that's louder than life that no one but you will hear. And if you're paranoid you'll look back every second thinking someone is looking at you or making fun of those noises your stomach is making. I'm just warning you , in the long run waking up extra early to eat breakfast is worth the complaining and the pain you go through of hunger til' break or lunch.
"What do you eat for breakfast and how often? I only eat breakfast on weekends."I eat breakfast everyday. I either eat eggs, ketchup hot dog and rice or cereal and milk. Mostly cereal and milk everyday. I eat breakfast because it helps me not be hungry to at least our big break time in school. Also when I eat breakfast it's easier for me to run in p.e it keeps my stamina going and my head not hurting. Also I eat it everyday because it's easier to not sleep in class and be all energetic, Like how I am. Breakfast is also the most important meal of the day.
Justin, I'm not trying to be your Mother or anything but you need to start eating your breakfast.
What do you mean you don't have time? If you don't have time then wake up earlier so you do have time. Ha ha, if you don't have time for breakfast, then you don't have time for complaining. From my experience everytime I don't eat breakfast I'm cranky and I always complain, "I'm hella hungry man. Fuck my head hurts like a bitch." Another thing that might happen is your stomach making noises that's louder than life that no one but you will hear. And if you're paranoid you'll look back every second thinking someone is looking at you or making fun of those noises your stomach is making. I'm just warning you , in the long run waking up extra early to eat breakfast is worth the complaining and the pain you go through of hunger til' break or lunch.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Biweekly] RIP STEVE JOBS
Steve Jobs is a boss. He is the creator of apple. Without him there wouldn't be all this ipods, computers, iphones, you name it. Him giving us all this stuff is very generous of him. Although we have to pay a lot to buy his stuff it's really worth it. Everyone could trust Apple! R.I.P Steve Jobs an amazing person.
My advice is take a risk. Make a big choices. Don't care what anyone say about your choices because it might end up helping you in the later on in your life. For example, everyone gave Al Davis shit because he picked up Sebastian Janikowski first round and look where he is now. He's the leading scorer for the Raiders now. Another person Al Davis picked up was Michael Huff, guess what. He saved the game for us against the Texans by getting the winning interception. Lastly, Nnamdi Asomugha was drafted and people told him that he couldn't be a corner back and now look at him , he's one of the best cornerback in the league.
If I followed this advice I would probably have no time for anyone because I'd just be doing homework and work out like everyday because I really want to go to the NFL. I'll do whatever it takes to get in. Right now I'm just getting my grades together and focus on school so I can go back to playing football for my school. Really if I followed I would probably end up either succesful or in a big upset because I never made it. There will always be something in my way, there will always something slowing me down and sometimes I might get sucked into that and fall. I made a big choice and it wasn't doing my work and it did not work at all. It's crushing my dreams. My advice I would give people for this is to take a risk. You might never know what might happen it's either right or wrong. There will always be some positive or negative effect no matter what you do. Lets say a teacher becomes racist and I feel insulted then I start firing on him punch for punch because I'm fighting for me and my people. The negative is me getting trouble but the positive is me making a stand and hopefully the teacher will stop. But, for sure I'll be suspended from school that's another upside. Who likes going to school everyday dealing with a racist teacher. I'm just saying from my perspective. Another example is Matt Schaub taking a risk to throw the ball instead of running to the end zone to win the game. He threw the ball and it ended up being an interception to win the game He took that risk and threw it into coverage and payed the price. Bad thing is that he lost the game for his team and the good thing is that the Raiders won . Especially for Al Davis. Sometimes it's worth taking chance making a choice that will have a good or bad impact on you.
My advice is take a risk. Make a big choices. Don't care what anyone say about your choices because it might end up helping you in the later on in your life. For example, everyone gave Al Davis shit because he picked up Sebastian Janikowski first round and look where he is now. He's the leading scorer for the Raiders now. Another person Al Davis picked up was Michael Huff, guess what. He saved the game for us against the Texans by getting the winning interception. Lastly, Nnamdi Asomugha was drafted and people told him that he couldn't be a corner back and now look at him , he's one of the best cornerback in the league.
If I followed this advice I would probably have no time for anyone because I'd just be doing homework and work out like everyday because I really want to go to the NFL. I'll do whatever it takes to get in. Right now I'm just getting my grades together and focus on school so I can go back to playing football for my school. Really if I followed I would probably end up either succesful or in a big upset because I never made it. There will always be something in my way, there will always something slowing me down and sometimes I might get sucked into that and fall. I made a big choice and it wasn't doing my work and it did not work at all. It's crushing my dreams. My advice I would give people for this is to take a risk. You might never know what might happen it's either right or wrong. There will always be some positive or negative effect no matter what you do. Lets say a teacher becomes racist and I feel insulted then I start firing on him punch for punch because I'm fighting for me and my people. The negative is me getting trouble but the positive is me making a stand and hopefully the teacher will stop. But, for sure I'll be suspended from school that's another upside. Who likes going to school everyday dealing with a racist teacher. I'm just saying from my perspective. Another example is Matt Schaub taking a risk to throw the ball instead of running to the end zone to win the game. He threw the ball and it ended up being an interception to win the game He took that risk and threw it into coverage and payed the price. Bad thing is that he lost the game for his team and the good thing is that the Raiders won . Especially for Al Davis. Sometimes it's worth taking chance making a choice that will have a good or bad impact on you.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
[CE] NICE!
"At the low price of $45, the world's cheapest computer tablet, made in India, is targeted mostly at students."I'm speechless right now. Okay, now I'm not! This is so amazing. I think it's nice and smart how they created this in India. This helps with everyone because you don't have to stress out on getting laptop or a regular desktop computer. A computer as cheap as forty-five bucks is a live savior to all those people who has financial problems. No more stress for all those people without computers and it's easier for school now because of the cheap computer tablets.
It's real bad thing if you don't have a computer at home. You're going to have to go to the library and use up only an hour to do homework and the research you need. You're going to have to sacrifice lunch and go to the media center and do your homework or type up something for about 40 minutes . If you don't have a computer you're going to have to plan stuff before hand, that is if you're only typing something up. It takes a while to find research. You won't that much at least if you do while you're in the library or media center. It's stressful knowing that you have a limited time to have things done without a computer. So having a computer tablet as cheap as forty-five dollars is really helpful to everyone and especially a student without a computer. Whoever is Indian now have should be fortunate for having such generous people for creating this and selling it for a very cheap price because a regular laptop and computer is Ten times to Twenty times more.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
[RP] CATS
I found this quote from Trevor's blog
Like especially if they ditch you right in front of your face. One time I was talking to someone and these guys she din't even know called her and she just left me while i was talking to her face to face. She JUST LEFT! How could you do that. When people get ditched on they lose self esteem and confidence for yourself. This why I myself is kinda shy at the moment to make new friends. When this happens to you it makes you think twice about things that has to do with mingling people. Right now all I want to do is hang out with the same friends for lunch and outside of school. No new people. But hopefully I'll get over it and think that it's not me it's just the person. It's just a horrible expierience that everybody will probably go through, if you haven't you're a lucky person. I could tell where Trevor's going with this.
"They say they want to kick it and stuff before anything serious. I get that. So you make plans to hang out but then they don't show up."Ain't that mean? I hate when people make plans and they cat on you meaning they diss you or make excuses to hang out with someone else or to not just hang out with you. If they really wanted to hang out with you they would postponed the lunch or whatever to another day. But if they don't they obviously just want to escape from you. This makes me angry inside because it makes me and people in general bad and a loser. Come on now why make a plan or agree on one when you're going to ditch them and not even postpone it? People who do this kinda don't have no heart if you think about it.
Like especially if they ditch you right in front of your face. One time I was talking to someone and these guys she din't even know called her and she just left me while i was talking to her face to face. She JUST LEFT! How could you do that. When people get ditched on they lose self esteem and confidence for yourself. This why I myself is kinda shy at the moment to make new friends. When this happens to you it makes you think twice about things that has to do with mingling people. Right now all I want to do is hang out with the same friends for lunch and outside of school. No new people. But hopefully I'll get over it and think that it's not me it's just the person. It's just a horrible expierience that everybody will probably go through, if you haven't you're a lucky person. I could tell where Trevor's going with this.
Monday, October 3, 2011
[FP] Wtffbluud
Are the New England Patriots treating Chad Ochocinco fairly? I don't think so. The Patriots are barley letting Ocho have playing time. These are his stats right now this year. He has 7 catches for 113 yards and no Touchdowns. He's only getting the ball thrown to at him 2 or 3 times a game , maybe 4 but that's it. I think he's one of the best wide receivers still in this league. Last year wasn't his best year but he still managed to get over 800 yards and a few touchdowns. His overall stats for his career is 758 catches, 66 touchdowns and 10,896 yards. Chad is great and is useful. He's dependable when you need him. He has 6 years where he caught over 1000 yards and in 2006 he lead the league with 1,369 yards.
I don't know what excuse is the Patriots giving. Is that he don't know the plays? He's been in the league for 11 years he should be able to have a start in the line up. 1. Because he's a type of receiver that could catch those long passes and those clutchy 3rd down passes and corner passes. 2. He's also a Veteran. He knows what he has to do to the corners and safeties , he knows how to block, and one thing is he knows how to catch. The Patriots should give Ocho a chance. Him getting passed at 2 or 3 times a game aren't going to help the team nor him. They're going to be missing a lot if they don't let him play. They probably would be in the Superbowl this year if they let Ocho get more playing time. He would get more feel for the team and more chemistry with Tom Brady.
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