CE]Turkey struggle.

I found this interesting news here

"Rescue teams are striving to reach many people believed to be trapped under rubble after an earthquake in eastern Turkey that killed at least 272 people and injured at least 1,300 people."

    Turkey has had it hard. 272 people killed and over 1000 injured is just horrible. I feel really bad about this and I hope people would donate lots of stuff to them like food,money, and clothes. You just think about how mother nature is a complete ass to us. First, 1906 eathquake back in frisco, earthquake in Japan that caused the Tsunami and now this terrible earthquake in Turkey. This makes me just want to spit at mother nature in her face. Natural disasters in this world hasn't ever stopped. And California is lucky we haven't had no big earthquakes in over a hundred years.
    A lot of people take this world for granted , but they won't when all these natural disasters take away there home, family or even there life. I hope Turkey reset's and collect there selves from this tragedy.  Now it's got the world thinking. If I was rich I would make this big globe that's indestructible to my country not be effected by hurricanes and disasters. To avoid earthquakes I would also make this structure underground so when the cement breaks we won't fall down to the ground or something like that. I don't know they're are a few ideas that might attempt of doing if I become a multimillionaire or something. Right now lets pray for Turkey and hope that they recover from this disaster that has poured upon them. Thank god that the Rescue teams has come and are attempting to rescue all those people who are injured right now, that is the first step of recovering.

Dream deferred

     What happens to a dream deferred? Well, I was suppose to play for my school Junior Varsity football team this year but I couldn't because my grades were bad. It made me regret all the foolishness I did and the most foolishness was me not doing my homework and not caring about any of my school work for some of my classes. It was mainly my fault because in February I gave up on Math and I knew I wouldn't bring it up. My whole mind set on JV is gone, but Mr. Hardin really killed it because he said if I do all this make up work which I did he would bring my F to a D. I guess it was because I was a really bad student.
     This is an upset because I really wanted to play Junior Varsity. Now, I don't know how it is to put on pads and shells and a helmet. I'm out of football shape. All I can do is run for a long period of time, but my strength is gone. Every time I see football game at school it's like I'm in this world alone and there's just another figure that looks like me that stabs me in the heart. That's how much I blame myself for this and that's how much it hurts not playing football. Now, my dream set is reviving because if I keep my grades up like they are right now, I will make my return next year on the team and nothing is stopping this from me.

RE] Rakland Oaiders.

I found this quote from Jackson's blog

 "The Texans QB scrambled left and threw up a lob ball for the end zone when Mike Huff saved the day with an interception with no time left and the Raiders winning in dramatic fashion for their owner Al Davis who died one day before this game. "

      First of all, that was a very dramatic game the Raiders have played, since Al Davis died a day before that game.  Al Davis said to Just Win Baby and we did 5 points. I'm proud that we won that game. Funny  thing we only have 10 defenders on the filled on the final play when Mike Huff intercepted it. People and I in fact believe that there wasn't 10 defenders on the field , we believe that Al Davis was with us on that last play, that he was our 11th man. We get ready as we set off to win a divisional game this Sunday and go 7-0 on our division. The Kansa City Chiefs can't handle us, especially on home turf. We won every home game so far except for the Patriots game. RAIDER NATION. I love the Raiders, I'm a die hard Raiders fun, two dramatic wins in a row, lets make this a third win. We will win all for you Mr. Davis.
      Oh yes, we are blessed. Winning two games straight after Al Davis death. He is our motivation. This year we're off to the superbowl. RAIDERS YEAR OF 2012. I could see it. With our great defense and unpredictable offense we will make to the super bowl, having our 4th super bowl championship win of the Raiders Franchise. All the haters are going to stop hating and go on our band wagon, watch. All those people who says, "Raiders weak! , The raiders suck." will feel retarded when we win the super bowl. I will get in there face and make fun of there teams and fun of them and especially the band wagons.

CE] Kidnapped ):

   I found this disturbing event here
   

     Samalies been kid napping foreign women from Kenya. They have for four times in the last two month. They have kidnapped two spanish aid-workers , a disabled french women and kidnapped a wife after killing her husband.  It's obvious that they're kid napping foreigners because you don't here Kenyans getting kid napped . I think the Samalies are kid napping these people for money, or for a trap.
     I really think what there doing is wrong because they're innocent people being abducted and killed.      What can they possibly do to harm you, or at least after you checked. If they check them it wouldn't be a problem. I bet you one of them is thinking like they shouldn't trust them. But in the other hand, they probably just want to show that no one other than Africans are aloud there, that they want no part of foreign people. Abducting people without them doing absolutely nothing to you is a sign of, "HEY FOREIGN PEOPLE, GO HOME , WE DON;T WANT YOU HERE." Still they are wrong for kidnapping and killing because in God eyes we're all brothers and sisters. Hopefully people would put an end to this kid napping party because it could be possibly breaking there families apart. Those girls right now who are abducted could be suffering right now. They could either be abused, made fun of, being raped right now and a lot of other crucial and harsh things. I hope for something to happen to corrupt the Samalie's plans of kidnapping. Where's a hero when we need it?

Free] Pissed..

     I'm pissed. I'm slowly losing hope for the Raiders now. Why is that? Jason Campbell is mostly likely out for the season. He was doing great. We never had the record 4-2 in a long time since 2002 , I think. Everything was going great for us. He was my biggest hope. And now it's McFadden. The whole team needs to step up. Jason Campbell was Top 10 ranked this year so far, now all of that gone. It's up to Rusty Kyle Boller. Lets see what the veteran's going to do. I hope he does good and I hope Terelle Pryor gets some playing time as well. It's his time to shine too. I wish for Jason Campbell to recover as fast as he can. He is getting a surgery today and is out from 4-10 weeks.
    I know it's football, everyone's going to get injured. But it's not fair how it's always our QB's getting injured and that really pisses me off. Because after Gannon had left it took us 8 years to find a good Quarter Back like Jason Campbell. As soon as we picked him up I knew we was going somewhere and we did last year. We went 6-0 in our division, we didn't end the season in a  losing record and we actually have a winning record to start out this year. I'm happy for Jason Campbell, he's my favorite Quarter Back. I'm also happy for the team too and Hue Jackson. All do respect I hope you heal up as fast as you can. You fought hard, soldier.

FP] Bellintellia

     "Why can't I control myself? I feel guilty for this. All I want to do is hurt and kill people, but I'm not even mad at the moment. I don't like this feeling. There's always a high pitched voice in my head telling me to do crazy and horrible things. I think about this all night. It won't go away.  I won't let these thoughts take over me because I'll take over it." Bellamy said to himself while looking at his mirror that glows around the glass on and off because the batteries are low. Bellamy starts to breathe harder and rubs his eyes until the white part of his eye balls turn pink with little shades of red. Suddenly a new sensational feeling comes bursting through him. "I want to kill, I want to hurt." The thoughts that worried Bellamy has reversed."This feels good..thinking about killing people is a nice. Especially when you have the advantage like I do. Interia..Right. I must. I want to.. Fucking Interia, She broke my heart..I'm going to forsure kill her.." The mirror then started to light up for a moment then finally shuts down completely. "I have all this power, why not use it for destruction? I'm tired of holding it in. I'm going to kill her, now."
     Bellamy teleports in front of Interia's house. He stood there looking at her house smiling widely while tears came out. Oh no not tears of joy, but tears of sorrow and sadness. He wipes them off and then his eyes darken as his body transforms into Interia. Having every feature of the girl he starts laughing until he coughed multiple times. Now Bellamy teleports into Interia's house. "Hmm, who's going to die first." Bellamy said to his self. Bellamy grabs a knife and puts it in his pocket, then goes up to her parents room, silently. He closes the door slowly and then locks it. "Damn what the fuck do I do to keep Interia from hearing the noise they will make. Think..think.. think." Bellamy yelled to himself in his head. He starts smirking as he took out his ipod and plays a song really loud, waking up the parents. "What are you doing?" The mom said. "Turned that off!" The dad said. The dad walked over to Bellamy. Bellamy then teleported behind him, stabbing him repeatedly in the skull. After the dad fell, Bellamy downs the knife into his throat. The Mom is in shock screaming and crying. But the music was to loud so no one but Bellamy could here her, all that was to be heard was the beautiful song that was playing. He then goes to the Mom and pulls her from the corner to the closet."Haha, ooh no, is that a lighter I see here? You shouldn't smoke." Bellamy then grabs the lighter and starts burning her face in different areas while she screamed and tried fighting back. "Shut the fuck up!" Bellamy yelled as he started to stomp on her ankles multiple times while she was screaming so loudly and after that he took the lamp from the counter and smashed it against her skull  He then grabs his ipod and heads off to Interia's room. After kicking the door to enter the room Bellamy threw the ipod that was still playing into the bed so she'd wake up. Her eyes opened and then she began to scream. "Who are you!?." Interia asked with fear. "Take a guess." Bellamy said while transferring back to his old self, smiling mischievously. "Why!?" Interia asked while crying. "You fucking broke my heart. I can't ever get over you and  you just don't care. Well Now, I want you to die. I hate you so much." Bellamy shouted as he grabs her neck and picks her up only with the grip of her neck. His eyes turned white while she said sorry multiple times. Tears came out of Bellamy's eyes. Then he dropped Interia on her bed. He then teleports to the kitchen , then back to Interia's room with a knife. "I'm so sorry..please don't kill me.." Interia pleaded. "I won't kill you hun." Bellamy said while more tears fell from his eyes. He opens his mouth and puts his head up with his eyes widen, then shoves the knife down his throat. Interia runs to him hugging him while he drops to the ground. "No..No..I'm so sorry." Interia said repeatedly while crying.. And the song still went on while Interia cried on Dead Bellamy's chest. "You are a Cinema , a Hollywood treasure. Love you just the way you are , A cinema , a cinema, a cinema." [Lyrics coming from the ipod] 

CE] Revnge

I found this interesting story here.

     "Abdulmutallab is accused of trying to kill nearly 300 people by igniting explosives sewn into his underwear."


     Abdulmutallab, a Nigerian man was blamed for attempting to blow up a bomb that was in his underwear aboard in the Us Airliner on Christmas Day 2009. He admits that he is guilty to this act of terrorism and other felonies. He was trying to do this because it would fulfill his religious duty by participating in the act of jihad against US. Abdulmutallab wanted to kill all these people to get even. To get revenge for the innocent Muslims that was killed in Yemen, Afghanistan and other places. 
     I understand where this man is getting at. If someone killed my family, I would want to go out and kill there family, without no hesitation, especially if they were innocent. Do you know how much pain all those people went to finding out there own people dying without no reason. That all was innocent. Yeah if some other religion killed people from my religion, I'd probably hate that religion who has killed people who has mine but I wouldn't go off and try to be equal and have innocent people die. I'd just try to kill the person , or people I know who did this. If I was him I wouldn't have done nothing. I would of just hate Americans for what they did to my people and not deal with anything. I only would kill them if I know for a fact they did it. But there's lots of them in this world we could only know if they did  it if we were there. I really can't disagree that much with Abdulmutallab because I would feel the same way if some people killed my own people even when they're completely innocent.

RE] Breakfast, yumm EAT

I found this from Justin's blog.

"What do you eat for breakfast and how often? I only eat breakfast on weekends."

     I eat breakfast everyday. I either eat eggs, ketchup hot dog and rice or cereal and milk. Mostly cereal and milk everyday. I eat breakfast because it helps me not be hungry to at least our big break time in school. Also when I eat breakfast it's easier for me to run in p.e it keeps my stamina going and my head not hurting. Also I eat it everyday because it's easier to not sleep in class and be all energetic, Like how I am. Breakfast is also the most important meal of the day.
Justin, I'm not trying to be your Mother or anything but you need to start eating your breakfast.        

     What do you mean you don't have time? If you don't have time then wake up earlier so you do have time. Ha ha, if you don't have time for breakfast, then you don't have time for complaining. From my experience everytime I don't eat breakfast I'm cranky and I always complain, "I'm hella hungry man. Fuck my head hurts like a bitch." Another thing that might happen is your stomach making noises that's louder than life that no one but you will hear. And if you're paranoid you'll look back every second thinking someone is looking at you or making fun of those noises your stomach is making. I'm just warning you , in the long run waking up extra early to eat breakfast is worth the complaining and the pain you go through of  hunger til' break or lunch.

Biweekly] RIP STEVE JOBS

     Steve Jobs is a boss. He is the creator of apple. Without him there wouldn't be all this ipods, computers, iphones, you name it. Him giving us all this stuff is very generous of him. Although we have to pay a lot to buy his stuff it's really worth it. Everyone could trust Apple! R.I.P Steve Jobs an amazing person.
     My advice is take a risk. Make a big choices. Don't care what anyone say about your choices because it might end up helping you in the later on in your life. For example, everyone  gave Al Davis shit because he picked up Sebastian Janikowski  first round and look where he is now. He's the leading scorer for the Raiders now. Another person Al Davis picked up was Michael Huff, guess what. He saved the game for us against the Texans by getting the winning interception. Lastly, Nnamdi Asomugha was drafted and people told him that he couldn't be a corner back and now look at him , he's one of the best cornerback in the league.
     If I followed this advice I would probably have no time for anyone because I'd just be doing homework and  work out like everyday because I really want to go to the NFL. I'll do whatever it takes to get in. Right now I'm just getting my grades together and focus on school so I can go back to playing football for my school. Really if I followed I would probably end up either succesful or in a big upset because I never made it. There will always be something in my way, there will always something slowing me down and sometimes I might get sucked into that and fall. I made a big choice and it wasn't doing my work and it did not work at all. It's crushing my dreams. My advice I would give people for this is to take a risk. You might never know what might happen it's either right or wrong. There will always be some positive or negative effect no matter what you do. Lets say a teacher becomes racist and I feel insulted then I start firing on him punch for punch because I'm fighting for me and my people. The negative is me getting trouble but the positive is me making a stand and hopefully the teacher will stop. But, for sure I'll be suspended from school that's another upside. Who likes going to school everyday dealing with a racist teacher. I'm just saying from my perspective. Another example is Matt Schaub taking a risk to throw the ball instead of running to the end zone to win the game. He threw the ball and it ended up being an interception to win the game He took that risk and threw it into coverage and payed the price. Bad thing is that he lost the game for his team and the good thing is that the Raiders won . Especially for Al Davis. Sometimes it's worth taking chance making a choice that will have  a good or bad impact on you.

[CE] NICE!

"At the low price of $45, the world's cheapest computer tablet, made in India, is targeted mostly at students."

     I'm speechless right now. Okay, now I'm not! This is so amazing. I think it's nice and smart how they created this in India. This helps with everyone because you don't have to stress out on getting laptop or a regular desktop computer. A computer as cheap as forty-five bucks is a live savior to all those people who has financial problems. No more stress for all those people without computers and it's easier for school now because of the cheap computer tablets.
    It's real bad thing if you don't have a computer at home. You're going to have to go to the library and use up only an hour to do homework and the research you need. You're going to have to sacrifice lunch and go to the media center and do your homework or type up something for about 40 minutes . If you don't have a computer you're going to have to plan stuff before hand, that is if you're only typing something up. It takes a while to find research. You won't that much at least if you do while you're in the library or media center. It's stressful knowing that you have a limited time to have things done without a computer. So having a computer tablet as cheap as forty-five dollars is really helpful to everyone and especially a student without a computer. Whoever is Indian now have should be fortunate for having such generous people for creating this and selling it for a very cheap price because a regular laptop and computer is Ten times to Twenty times more.

[RP] CATS

I found this quote from Trevor's blog

"They say they want to kick it and stuff before anything serious. I get that. So you make plans to hang out but then they don't show up."

   Ain't that mean?  I hate when people make plans and they cat on you meaning they diss you or make excuses to hang out with someone else or to not just hang out with you. If they really wanted to hang out with you they would postponed the lunch or whatever to another day. But if they don't they obviously just want to escape from you. This makes me angry inside because it makes me and people in general bad and a loser. Come on now why make a plan or agree on one when you're going to ditch them and not even postpone it? People who do this kinda don't have no heart if you think about it.
   Like especially if they ditch you right in front of your face. One time I was talking to someone and these guys she din't even know called her and she just left me while i was talking to her face to face. She JUST LEFT! How could you do that. When people get ditched on they lose self esteem and confidence for yourself. This why I myself is kinda shy at the moment to make new friends. When this happens to you it makes you think twice about things that has to do with mingling people. Right now all I want to do is hang out with the same friends for lunch and outside of school. No new people. But hopefully I'll get over it and think that it's not me it's just the person. It's just a horrible expierience that everybody will probably go through, if you haven't you're a lucky person. I could tell where Trevor's going with this.

[FP] Wtffbluud

     Are the New England Patriots treating Chad Ochocinco fairly? I don't think so. The Patriots are barley letting Ocho have playing time.  These are his stats right now this year. He has 7 catches for 113 yards and no Touchdowns. He's only getting the ball thrown to at him 2 or 3 times a game , maybe 4 but that's it. I think he's one of the best wide receivers still in this league. Last year wasn't his best year but he still managed to get over 800 yards and a few touchdowns. His overall stats for his career is 758 catches, 66 touchdowns and 10,896 yards. Chad is great and is useful. He's dependable when you need him. He has 6 years where he caught over 1000 yards and in 2006 he lead the league with 1,369 yards. 

     I don't know what excuse is the Patriots giving. Is that he don't know the plays? He's been in the league for 11 years he should be able to have a start in the line up. 1. Because he's a type of receiver that could catch those long passes and those clutchy 3rd down passes and corner passes. 2. He's also a Veteran. He knows what he has to do to the corners and safeties , he knows how to block, and one thing is he knows how to catch. The Patriots should give Ocho a chance. Him getting passed at 2 or 3 times a game aren't going to help the team nor him. They're going to be missing a lot if they don't let him play. They probably would be in the Superbowl this year if they let Ocho get more playing time. He would get more feel for the team and more chemistry with Tom Brady.